by Bruce Brady
The more I pushed myself, the more trouble my back gave me.
My plan was to ignore the pain and press on. After all, I had a thousand things
to do and only I could do them. So I scheduled several sessions with the Chiropractor
and filled the rest of my calendar with “Honey-dos.” However, my back had other
plans. And my adjustments and activities just made it worse.
I decided to just give my back a rest while I rested in God.
Naturally, that did more good than any treatments I’ve had. Except for the
occasional pang, my back is completely normal. As for me, I’m not sure I’ve
ever been.
In all this, God re-taught me a valuable lesson. I knew it
already but lost sight of it in my self-sufficiency. He reminded me that He can
do all things, not me. I can do all things, but only through Christ who
strengthens me. The key here is He, not I, provides the strength.
So why the back injury? I really needed to slow down and
refocus on Him. I had slipped into my all too familiar mode of “Bruce
Almighty.” I needed to be sat down. I often do. I was raised to be
self-sufficient. My mantra was, “If you want something done right, do it
yourself.” Paul had his thorn in the side, this is one of mine. Yes, I need
several to keep me in line.
God uses many things to get my attention, this time He chose
physical aliment. I could have become bitter but knew it was for my own good. Even
in tough times, He is still God and I still love Him. No the pain wasn’t
pleasant. It was excruciating at times. Had it been tolerable, I would have
ignored it, and Him. One of the most valuable things God teaches us is who we
are.
If you find yourself hurting, ill or troubled, don’t ask,
“Why me?” Instead, ask God to show you why? Sometimes the answer is just that we
over did it or we just caught the latest illness going around. But sometimes He
is trying to get our attention to keep us from traveling the wrong road…one
that would do us much more harm than good.